Man of success vs Man of VALUES

HEAD BOY

2010-11-13T17:12:00.000-08:00

yes, im the current head boy of smi....

and now im currently BALD

the cap explain it all

I'M BACK... for now

2010-11-13T16:46:00.000-08:00

Personally I like to view blog with lots of pictures...

look attractive, easy to understand and the "image" in my head will be pictured

HI people after 6 months i went through a

lot in life, learn new skills, make new friends, and i realize i like to try new things around me...

because i afraid i don't always have that 2nd chance to rebuild my urge towards that something.

well,

now i have urge in...

-rebuild me old bike into a ROAD BIKE

somehow this is an inspiration after i watched FORREST GUMP

anyway that would be a long term project...

plenty of PLANS for my long term holiday.... hopefully i will update this blog.....

TEACHERS DAY

2010-05-15T22:57:00.000-07:00

hey people...
our 1st teacher is our parents...
Somehow. . . . .

only in this 5 years... teachers day celebration changed a lot from what i experience in SMI...

okay... at some point we will blame our teacher...well because we don't get what we want...

what i see is.... student will buy "something" for their beloved teacher on this special day not to thank them...but to "buy" their teachers' heart....

on 17th May 2010 Malaysia will be celebrating teachers' day...

so... gift need not to be fancy...

SIMPLE gift will keep things simple...

just a simple reminder....

get teachers what they NEED not what they WANT....

Playing For Change LOGO

2010-05-06T08:39:00.001-07:00

a simple guitarist describe it all...

Playing For Change Intro

2010-05-06T08:24:00.000-07:00

Hello People... I just want to share here...
sometimes what i really like about music is

music not equals "listening songs"

yes! MUSIC can UNITE people...

and now... WE must know MUSIC can also find PEACE to the world...

Well I'm not gonna talk much...

Here is something already popular...

its...

PLAYING for Change

Songs around the world...

PEACE

-Stay tuned for more updates about PFC

BAT? or Bad?

2010-05-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

yes... here is my interest again...
HERE is my hero! everyone knows him, his BATMAN!
hehe yeah yeah yeah... tactically he is the weakest...
haha a super hero without any superpowers??? thats tough to be!
Hope you enjoy this ....
well he still the best!

click this>>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ks8PZ8X6Yo8&feature=player_embedded

performing moments...

2010-04-18T07:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO....

for almost the past 5 years,

I am a performer...

i performed as a euphonium player,trombonist,horn player,and tuba player...

YES...ITS fun and I'm so blessed to have a chance to try different instrument...

of course the skills needed and feeling of performing also different...

I miss my moments... being BRASSES...

taste changing....

2010-04-18T00:24:00.000-07:00

a little start...

YES it's CONVERSE!

back with a purpose

2010-04-17T23:47:00.000-07:00

HI everyone.....
I'm back from NS about a month ago...
and yes.... I'm learning guitar nowadays...
searching guitar pictures(flickr)...
passion for music is still in me and will be in me ....
now moving something common(guitar) feels cool to spend my time with it...
and best of all is sing along with it... SIMPLY a magical feeling.
i know a good vocal doesn't belong to my throat but its already satisfying... =D

-okay, and I will be proceeding my studies in SMI on 10MAY2010...
-on my way to P licence
-I'm a changed man but I'm still me...
-finding life can be so beautiful....
PEACE!

2009-12-22T06:31:00.001-08:00

Human evolution...

2009-12-18T15:56:00.000-08:00

well human are really improving from time to time.....

here are some examples of human evolution....

take a closer look....

human evolution in technology

human evolution- back to ape

human evolution- instrument

spliting an IDEA

2009-12-09T18:22:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone....

yay its after SPM already... and seriously i didn't plan anything for myself except

a trip to KL on 15 DEC ....

alright, life is so boring sometimes without friends around.. without "relations"
so i decided to study more about relation...

okay, please DO visit my another blog....

http://ttcinfluence.blogspot.com/

basically this blog is from a book by JOHN C. MAXWELL
.... I'm just sharing it and hope u guys enjoy it....

destiny

2009-11-21T04:40:00.001-08:00

BATMAN!
MY HERO!

thanking you..

2009-10-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO!.....
SPECIALLY for a special person who came into my life since 2007....
haha Hopefully this don't sound EMO to you.....
but sincerely you have made my life a better place when i'm with you...
sorry for those arguments we had....
WELL what matters most is we still keep holding IT with strength....
strength which comes from each other...
and faith that never fail to us trusting and believing in each other...

HAHA sorry..... HOPE its not to late to talk about ....
i hope I'll be never late to thank you...
and thanks for giving me ERNIE ....
now my bed would be a BETTER PLACE..... xD
somehow... its not easy ... when times we argue...
SORRY again but seriously thinking bout it... we are growing UP together ....
must always try and try and try..... not to break the BOND......
=) thanksssssss
WERNIE.....

something connected...

2009-10-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

This video is kinda cool to me....
ADIDAS + marching band =

Ian Brown - Stellify Video

CHERISH.... the moments...

2009-10-07T07:13:00.001-07:00

FIRSTLY ,
HMM well my results for TRIAL was bad...
somehow I'm quite satisfy it...
because i think i improved...

I wish i have a better memory to recall my moments.... SOMEHOW... I've learn a lot from my past especially being a LEADER....I feel sorry for myself hahaha simply i can't recall much...
im really sorry for those who shared moments with me... I really hope one day we can chat about it and try to recall....... .... ..... ......and recall......haha

OKAY!!! go on.....

yesterday was my 17th birthday...
i didn't expect much from all my birthday... and when time goes by....
I went through a lot.... from different kind of people...
Life is SHORT??? oh YESSS......
i would like to thank you all ,those who remembered my birthday...
and this year was really surprised so so so so so so so many wishes from different group of people....

would like to thank:-
a) FAMILY members
b) JUNIORS....(band)
c) friends

!THANK YOU!

phew... i guess i really must cherish the people around me...
SERIOUSLY i feel changes within myself...
lol somehow i enjoy more.....yeah....!
now life is getting more interesting>>>> its really getting STARTED...
getting so interested in:-

1.strengthening relationship
2. MJ
3blank and white pictures
4.A.D.I.D.A.S
5. drummer
6. songs....(old but not classic)
7.chemistry ---xD
8.facebook
9.letter "W"
10. better lifestyle...
11. at HOME

well all this picture is not my real Life homes...
just inspirations ...
ENJOY life... life is BEAUTIFUL

MJ!

2009-09-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

i find this guy is really talented here.... hes so creative to slot in the interesting parts in MJ'S music...

starts with a inspiring man in the mirror music....
includes:

- the way u make me feel
-ABC(jackson5)
-I'll be there
-Man in the Mirror
-Smooth Criminal
-Billie Jean
-Thriller
-Beat It

3.02 is the beat part where the HIGHLIGHTED parts are sang simultaneously...

AND
most AMAZING is..... ALL the 7 guys are the SAME GUY!

ENJOY....

FREE HUGS...

2009-09-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

NICE....
however.....
I wonder can MALAYSIAN do that in MALAYSIA......

TRIAL...

2009-09-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

here is one of a picture adapted from KEE's WORLD from THE STAR

well if u ask how's my trial for SPM ....
haha the picture explain my situation...
SORRY MUM....

Simply Un-explainable

2009-08-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

well People....
The picture you about to see is totally "PURE"
so....

This is how "brotherhood" was being "practice" in Michaelian Military Band.
(not all members)

------READY?-----

step 1

step2

(please click the picture)

do not think dirty OK? look at all steps before your mind starts to control YOU.
look how creative LITTLE BOYS can be???

nothing dirty just face-pinching
they're simply innocent,cute, adorable and lovable in BAND....

band is not just playing music and marching...
sometimes take some break and have FUN!!!!

PURPOSE: it is nice to recollect memories after your leave the band one day....

note:
- only effective if you're a junior member
-the practice cannot be done too often
-don't be too SERIOUS

Behind the SUCCESS

2009-08-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

Behind the glory of MMB on 24/7/2009, there are alot of people involved in this GLORY...
and they are not well noticed by most of us...
i WOULD like to thank Sir MunMing and Sir waimun for instructing us this year.
well i don't need to explain much

the pictures tells thousands of WORDS

"END-LESS Passion in MMB"

"LEGENDARY bandsmen"

Simple INSPIRATION

2009-08-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

to ---MOVE--- on

2009-08-08T04:39:00.000-07:00

My FAMILY

my LOVE

my FRIENDS

MY ALMA
MATER

MY BAND

My MUSIC

LIVE with Passion LEAVE a Legacy

2009-08-08T04:14:00.001-07:00

FEELING so DOWN....
time to leave something ...

I MISS the BAND....
I LOVE the BAND ...
Hopefully i can RE-TURN.

trombone STUFF....

2009-07-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

i am a trombonist this year in 2009 =)
playing a tenor trigger trombone in MMB 2009"BRING BACK THE PRIDE TO US"

CAN REACH!!!!

2009-07-22T05:56:00.000-07:00

WITH

YOU HAVE a CLEAN mind???

2009-06-09T04:11:00.000-07:00

IT takes more than MYSELF...

2009-06-09T02:14:00.001-07:00

Lets relate the past...
there's no point talking about the future if I don't look back and reflect in my own life...
experience shape my character to be a stronger person...

as what i said before.... "the time is now".....

yes although the time has come somehow the people around are not ready including myself. PERHAPS.....TIME is reach us but i also must remind myself always READY for time....

TRYING to combine both....
I found the word RELATION.
well I'm not so sure but i am trying to relate .....HOW TO GET READY TO FACE THE moving TIME.....

SEE...sometimes being alone is important for myself to REFLECT my actions.....and plan for my NEEDS....
but then i realize that...no matter how GOOD your idea can be ,if u cannot express it OUT.....it doesn't bring any meaning for my ACTIONS...
i hope my weakness can be my strength.

I used to be a BIG THINKER, BEING NAIVE!!!
GOING alone for everything i do....somehow I'm very tired at certain moments... always need a break for myself complaining about others and GIVING REASONS and EXCUSE to myself.

Somehow in this world, before we're born there's is already RELATIONSHIP within OUR parents.

Father's day is just 2 week form now. with the position i have today i would like to THANK MY FATHER for supporting me so much. and STRANGE thing happen... i can't say LOVE YOU or THANKS... in front of him... i don't have the DARE to do it although i have the WILL...but i think my action will make him feel my appreciation to HIM. HIS effort in supporting me as a BAND MEMBER is really really strong...i hope my leadership is the best gift in his life. HE lives in me in any difficult situation i face.

MY MOTHER!!! is the person that provide the most love in my life....

SHE show care
SHE show patient
SHE show ways
SHE show power
SHE show role
SHE show character

Miraculously
Outstanding
Tirelessly
Helpful
Eternal
Role-model
simple words can describe HER love....

IF I talk about relations here....i take more than a day for me to finish relation the people around me that shape me character...
POWERFUL INSPIRATIONS by:-
family
teachers
friends
seniors
juniors
(banyak lagi laaaah)

the CONNECTIONS are everythingsee??

its 2009 COMPETITION.... its my final year here... my final chance to MARCH as a band member, my final chance to lead the band to achieve something, my final year to prove something, my final chance to wear the uniform and most important.... my final CHANCE to perform with other bandsmen...
here we go...12 days more before PRELIM....
i hope people around realize what i have here....
MOVE on MOVE on and MOVE on
NO point talking here without action...
we JUST NEED RELATIONS to move on as ONE!.....
our relation is MMB.. here in my band!
no matter how can it can be...HOW nice it can BE WE ARE STILL related IN THE SAME BAND

-THE HARDER YOU WORK IN A RELATION
THE HARDER IT IS TO SURRENDER-

this is,
tihnchern

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE

2009-06-05T04:41:00.001-07:00

TTC , the TIME is NOW!!!!!

2009-06-05T03:34:00.000-07:00

the LEADER is back....
Hi,
everyone...
LETS talk about TIME. i guess there are a lot of uncertainty and messy things happening in my life for the last few months..... i don't understand myself and i cannot create my own IDENTITY i DREAMED TO be....

SOMEHOW.... god is GREAT. i hope the timing is just prefect for myself to be back on track.
i can see myself HOLDING strong on a VISION and trying so hard to achieve every mission i have to accomplish to SOAR to the TOP. Just like an eagle soaring alone in the sky with clear vision. i remember KhaiWern asking me a simple question....."WHAT ANIMAL you like the most? and why you like it?...."
SOMEHOW the answer is EAGLE. its simply because i am ST.michael's BANDSMEN!!! we called ourselves the EAGLES! I have freedom, I dare to SOAR alone....

and just at this perfect timing, i think i must really treat myself as a BANDLEADER to lead the band with the support of my fellow brothers....
i realize the success of a team is not all up to the leader... i know myself i disappointed a lot people around.... they would say "HEY! YOU'RE a BANDLEADER.....MAN YOU SHOULD...."
well instead of being strong to hold back my responsibility as what i should DO.. it actually turns the other way. i don't know,maybe this is me.....i can't be advise by words from others mouth. i take advise by SEEING what i think i should DO, the right action.
i guess i learned something about stubborn people. i am a stubborn person in taking advice....perhaps i will learn from others action instead of their words. ACTION REALLY REALLY ff than words..

TODAY....
i learn something about myself. i tell myself "i got to do something about this!"
today...i got so motivated with my PAST. i used to be the most spirited person. THE past is trying to tell me the connection about the presence and FUTURE... as i am standing in the past, i see DREAM and the DREAM CAME to reality....HOW!??
by......

DREAM -----> BELIEVE-----> ACT

no matter how much work you can do, no matter how engaging your personality maybe, you will not advance far

if you cannot work through others
-john craig-

I H.O.P.E. ill never walk alone... join the journey, experience the journey together and lets END our journey together(inspired by LEE WAI KEONG)
and today i CAN feel the passion in a senior's heart to help the band... i don't know him well but i know he have a STRONG FAITH
thanks to sir emir.

thanks for leading your time.

This is,
tihnchern .

ON my WAY....to be ME.

2009-02-27T22:49:00.000-08:00

MONEY CANNOT BRING YOU HAPPINESS BUT MONEY CAN BRING YOU JOY
MONEY CAN IMPROVE YOUR LIFE BUT DO NOT LET MONEY DESTROY HUMAN VALUES

-TIHNCHERN-

ON MY WAY FIND THE MEANING OF LIFE
TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HOW IT CONNECTS
LIFE IS A MYSTERY

FATE AND DESTINY
THIS I BELIEVE

let's
GO GREEN

HERE in my 2nd HOME

2009-02-04T07:25:00.000-08:00

A new year another new hope...
here come FEBRUARY..

JANUARY is just a very nice start for 2009
i remember Mr.Prakas(physics teacher) remind 5sc2 about NEW YEAR resolution.
he said according to physiologist, a new year resolution would only last for 3 weeks maximum if we do not practice our resolution. HE reminded me just in time before i forgot my resolution in the coming holidays...
everything in JAN runs smoothly in every aspect...

day after day....
i miss my school more and more... trying to filled most my time in SMI... IF NOT i know i will regret being a MICHAELIAN...
reflecting my past, when i am form 1 ,i feel form 5 is a long way to go.... still a long way to go still a long long way....
in 2009 it was a totally different feeling...
things almost reaching the end... which i hope "MY STORY" in SMI can be longer...., meeting more michaelians....
trying to explore la sallian SPIRIT and the POWERFUL michaelian spirit that created alot of history until today...
WOW michaelians are really gifted and special person.

GIVE and TAKE
In my form5 year things starts to connect with all the years in my school life especially my form1year... thinking back the past, i am so young when i 1st know about SMI and at that time i can FEEL the most powerful IN-SIGHT in me....
My surroundings HELPS me to open up my the things in myself... as I am talking about give and take... of course GIVE should first come 1st before TAKE.
I still remember HOW's SMI use to be.... under a VERY POWERFUL michaelianS that time. I learn a lot from MY FORMAL principal, MR.Louis.Every michaelians respects his integrity in himself and HOW he trying to connect OUR presence with HIM. i learn alot of michaelian spirit from him...
The second person that keeps me fresh about GIVING is LEE WAI HIN.
that time waihin was MY BAND LEADER and honestly without him asking me to JOIN the band.... i am not in MMB now. As a junior member, the way my BAND LEADER carry himself in front of us really makes MYSELF to connect "BAND LEADER" .He gives alot to US... he also said a very strong phrase that keep most bandmember HOLDING ON till today,
"ONCE A BANDMEMBER, ALWAYS a BANDMEMBER"

NOW, is my time...i cant really see how people look at me, but i tell myself that i must GIVE! before theres no more chance for me to DO it again.... It doest matter HOW i can give to SMI....
time is running out for me, i must GIVE!!! i MUST!!! thats why i stayback most my days in SMI, I cant afford to MISS my moments knowing people around me...
i really hope to see michaelians spirit still live now and forever...

GREEN & WHITE
UNITE!

A NEW HOPE!!!!

2009-01-02T02:50:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hey i am finally BACK!!!
after leaving this blog DEAD for quite some time. . . . . suddenly i wanted to UPDATE my blog for some reasons after reading THOUGHTS WITHIN... for some FUNNY reasons la...

Its kinda funny for last year's November and December... i learn a lot from my last HOLIDAY... but suddenly i feel its quite weird, i am NOT telling others whats going ON with my LIFE, i just don't want people to know my LIFE... well never mind maybe it lead me LISTEN and SEE more things rather than TALKING and WRITING. That is how i look at MYSELF at the period of time i stopped BLOGGING for some time.

2008 REALLY a FUN year. It was totally different as i slowly to UNDERSTAND LIFE
and WHY LIFE is being so "SIMPLE". I remember WAI HIN say to me during in SITIAWAN, IF u think life is complex,you live a complex LIFE...
but its different from a complex thinking.
I believe its quite true because EVERYTHING starts from MINDSET.In 2008 my life was exposed to many NEW things around me...

Lets talk some NEW things that i know myself gonna face in 2009. Well the PEAK year of my ST.Michael's life.. i am a FORM5 now. what more about form5 if youre in MALAYSIA!?
SPM gonna BE people's HOTEST topic to talk about when a student in FORM5.
that's the common TOPIC among students. HOW about its your LAST year in SMI???
it MIGHT be my LAST year in SMI... I told myself to appreciate every MOMENT i have in SMI because i know, one DAY i have to leave SMI... in SMI, there's is where it turned me into a "PERSON". There is where DREAMS begin BORN...

TALKING about DREAMS....
this picture have a DEEP meaning in my LIFE...
many people always get DREAMS wrong as DREAMING. DREAMS and DREAMING is totally different thing. what i always say the word DREAM can be described by the PICTURE. i don't think i need to explain the picture...
TOMORROW is really "BLUR" but when i HAVE a dream, i believe the blurness wont fade and my passion can BRING tomorrow to be "CLEARER"

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN in 2009 in my STORY????

I believe i WILL be the most unforgivetable year in in SMI.
to make 2009 a interesting year. here are my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS,

1) i will be more focus in STUDIES,try not to FAIL any subject.
2) A NEW HOPE in MMB in being BORN.
3)realize LOVE and FRENDSHIP around me.
4) leave a LEGACY in SMI.

this will be my focus in 2009.

Time to back to school and LEARN.
GOOD LUCK in 2009.......

ANNIVERSARY!!!

2008-11-27T07:09:00.000-08:00

What anniversary???
HAHA! i remembered the date very clearly...
it was on 26 NOVEMBER.
alright let back to 2007...

it was actually about a girl...
lets talk about FORM3 life last year...
last year really a LUCKY year for me, really LUCKY...
alright i don't really know girlS at that time...
simply because of..." I DON'T have INTERNET"
LOL that time WHO am i to care laaaaaa
DOESN'T matter at all...

until 1 day in MID August... when i am in my dad's lorry i received
a wierd SMS sent by an anonymous.. actually i know the person because the name was stated there... and "the person" were asking about some thing i don't know...
alright have to act COOL...
hehe
so, i chat with "this person" and realized that it was a wrong SMS sent to me... haha!
this person thought i am SHAHRIN(trumpet SL)... no wonder i feel so weird reading those SMS "this person" replied..

FUNNY!
WHY YOU?
WHY ME?
WHY NOW?

WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!
this is FAKE!.....

well, somehow i got to know "this person" this way... an accident i called it...
after some time... i find it weird...i start to SMS "this person" for sometime...
slowly... slowly both of us start to ARGUE and start to TEASE each other!
haha dont know WHY!
i feel good disturb "this person" some times really funny!!! then slowly find out more about this person by asking my cousin which know "this person" better at that time...
curiosity automatically stuck me " i want to know YOU MORE"
knowing the back ground of a person really matters in friendship or relationship...

WELL in September,
its BIRTHDAY for "this person" haha i "TUMPANG" a birthday gift.... in other words, GIFT-POOL hehe.... later on, in September, STREAMYX came in...
learn how to explore internet and what can use it for....
i added this person , and we chat more frequent and late night too...
who cares right!!!
ITS after PMR!!!!
well honestly...
after sometime of knowing each other....
of course there are a stronger bond in friendship...

I CANT DENY i have special feeling about this person...
it must be special...
after sometime i realized i must SMS this person no matter what am i doing....
I'm trapped.... haha.....
there are many more this we went through to reach 26 NOVEMBER.

on this day, i called this person... at a very late night
THIS person is in KL
both of us miss each other very much
i cant stand it, i cant stand hiding what I feel...
...I LOVE YOU...

its already 1 year... of course we had a lot of argument and quarrel...
and i experienced a lot this YEAR... HOW it feelS???
lets don't take it a BURDEN...
take it a positive way and there are opportunity to go BEYOND others' expectation
A LOT of things i learned to understand feelings...
and accept each others WEAKNESS...
forgiving mistakes.....
it TAKES a lot of effort to keep holding on.....
THIS person is.....
KHAIWERN......
-KEEP HOLDING ON-

A GREAT REFLECTION...

2008-11-22T17:56:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAY started...
Well I am not as excited as last time.Somehow, my childhood life have a better expectation on HOLIDAYS since it will be GAME time and SLEEP time!!!
ALL changers now... this year I am wondering how my holiday could be..... and of course I hope to learn MORE this time...
CHILDHOOD MEMORIES really really really FUN and FUNNY
I which I can have a photo album featuring 'ME' and i can glance through it, reflecting on HOW stress free my LIFE could BE.
Usually my family will go for VACATION, "BALIK KAMPUNG", football, badminton ,PS and SLEEP!!! aaaaaaah......it was SO NICE!!!!

HEY how about 2008!!!!
Simple, i have my HOLIDAYS too....but it is not with my family. Alright i won't tell you my plans for this holiday and frankly speaking I'm also quite BLUR with my PLANS...
i will only post it after i went through it KAY?
SO now I will tell you what I went through for the 1st week of my holiday...

(17 -19/11/08)
I went for a CAMP. it was actually a "KURSUS PENGURUSAN KELAB DAN PERSATUAN SEKOLAh RENDAH DAN SEKOLAH MENENGAH PERINGKAT DAERAH"
it was at AMIR CHALET AND FISHING CORNER(AYER TAWAR)...
this camp have 56 school participated...
At first my dad fetch me to PPD kinta utara...
Actually I was complaining... haha xD
I expect more lengluis XD haha joking...
the fact is most of the participants are MALAY...
Later we move to amir chalet... the place let me down...
I expect more exclusive chalet...
hahaha
Then i was more shocked when i found out SHARRULZAMAN is our KETUA KEM!!! OMG!
"NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"
all that was just the cover of the book,let move into the content..
after the ice breaking i STARTED TALKING to others...
i found out the PEOPLE there are FRIENDLY and fun to be with... The boys really COOL....real friendly and funny.
then i also got to know some girl.The weird part is STD5 MALAY girlSS disturb me ....
my GROUP name is IKAN BILIS inspired by ME =)

1. ikan buntal
2.ikan kelisa
3.ikan termenung
4.ikan paus
5.ikan emas
6.ikan BILIS!
In a group also have jawatankuasa, and my group members elected me as their pengerusi...
i have a very good board and they are proactive even those standard5 kids ~.~ especially our Bendahari(ekin) she actually reminded me about job! =) I still feel I am not suitable to hold the pengerusi post...
We have Slot:

1. kemahiran komunikasi dan pengucapan awam
2.penubuhan kelab dan persatuan
3.peranan dan tanggungjawab ahli jawatankuasa
6, pengurusan fail
7.pengurusan kewangan
8.penyediaan kertas kerja
9.pengurusan mesyuarat
10.pelaporan,dokumentasi dan maklumat

After the KURSUS i realized there are a lot for me to change a stable system in the BAND,I told myself to change MMB and upgrade a solid system for years to come.... I need BROTHERS to be with me to REACH this VISION... Thank God for giving me this opportunity to expose myself...

(19/11/08)
IN other hand, i have to skip band for 1 night and leave it all to WK...
i also realize WK is a good leader... well leading MMB is not easy at all....
when i came back form the camp... i told myself to SERIOUS in every practice and i think people around me thinks that TC EMO!!! haha come on...
i really NEED to change myself before i can change the EXCO and later on CHANGE members' mind set.
when I am back I feel strange... I'm lost in the band... then i begin to realize HOW members will feel when skipped a practice.. basically others must not neglect them...
besides that i also informed that a FUNERAL function on Saturday....
then , the band start practicing APPLE PIE.

(20/11/08)
i woke up early in the morning for TUITION....
tuition starts at 9am till 2pm.
it was 5hours of maths...
then i had my lunch in mamak and went to LIBRARY...
i experience the feeling of a "LONE RANGER"
i am alone the whole day.... i cant share,i cant talk,i cant smile, i cant laugh... there are many things i cannot DO alone... i NEED companion...
LUCKILY there is ONE girl always with me most of the time only communicate in SMS and call... i also need brothers...
i am SO lonely... even during band... I don't know why...
no body will understand how the way i feel...

(21/11/08)
Woke up early in the morning because me and Wk are going to PERAK turf club...
later mr.liew fetch us home....
then,I am late for band... time is running out,I got to rush...
Munming skipped his lunch and taught us... for the funeral function..
there are alot of weakness in me as a BAND LEADER.... i must "MAKE SURE" so many things....
practice ended around 3.30pm.
after that ...Wk,fohjoon,yip,LKL,leon and me went to OLDTOWN KOPITIAM....
had our lunch...
then Wk,fohjoon,leon and me are planning to watch MADAGASCAR...
it was raining and we have to take a BUS to Jusco...
in the bus....
Fohjoon was beside me... i am quite scared to talk to him...
he sat beside me and a lot of things running in my head...
there are a lot things i realize from him... i never said it out to him... and how much intention i have in him..
well, now i have to forget about it i think....
HAIZ.... the feeling was BAD....(giving up HOPE)

later four of us walked to cineplex...
WOW! whats happening!!!!
fohjoon.... he is different now...
i dont know WHY! but his action tells me...
" I AM GROWING UP" frankly he is....
I have to act cool in front of him...

i dont know why! i cant praise him in front of others....
i simply CANNOT!!! Do "YOU" mind???
LATER, khaiwern reached... haha fohjoon and khaiwern really like couple....
Fohjoon wanted to eat KFC and the rest of us accompany him to KFC...
we sat at KFC and fohjoon made his order....
SUDDENLY!!!! he came back to us with five pieces of chicken, a burger and 3 plates...
i didnt expect this!!!! YUP, he belanja us....
that time i only left Rm2 in my wallet...
the KFC was really really NICE!!!! man oh man... we asked him " why so good geh??"
=) he was speechless... well, for me his action does all the speaking!!!
LATER we went in and watch MADAGASCAR!!!!!
DARN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.....
hahahaha!!!!!
LATER me and WK went home...

HOLIDAYS are really NICE and suitable for good reflection...
there goes MY FIRST week....
let's see how interesting my "STORY" can GO...
-APPRECIATE HOLIDAY-

The WEAK me... to a person

2008-11-14T15:18:00.000-08:00

I hate you??? I love you???

MISTAKES...
Sometimes i can't control my anger and this always leads me repeat MISTAKES...
Later feeling of regret will come in...perhaps my anger overpowered me. WHY am i so ANGRY! argh! this is not the way of a leader... i cant even manage my OWN anger! i am angry because i expect more from you. on top of that i hate myself sometimes... realizing i repeat a mistake...

listening??? or talking???
In reality people like to talk rather than listen. talking is easy. listening is difficult. really???
i guess i talk too much without listening to others... and i realize the way i talk offense people...
i need to listen!!! who talks then???
i realize i don't give opportunity for people to talk especially in discussions and meetings...
LISTENING is more important. i must start to understand other people's point of view and how they see things. this also reflects their character. looks like i neglected JUNIORS all this while...
i think i am always right! until last Friday... REALIZING a mistake is too late
!!!
i also realize i don't always need to talk because i can describe my word by typing. SO, i need time to make this small change.

don't know why am i so HOT talking to a junior...
I am weak to face it...
i realized i always use my power to talk to him. i seldom listen to him and i don't know how he feel towards something.i don't know how he wanted to react towards a situation. i have a lot of intension in him and i also see hidden potential in him...i can FEEL it. my instinct says HE is the PERSON! In reality, the character in him suppose to be serious...he is playful and i see it as a negative point of him. how about positive side? i realize it until someone call me yesterday night
he is playful and he make others laugh and smile
he is unique. my intension in him is too high and i have been pushing him much...
this leads to HATE to me.

CHANGE!?
IMPOSSIBLE to change a person. what am trying to say is i cannot change another person to tihnchern in terms of character. i am trying to change this junior into me!I am so FUNNY!
i'm so naive.i am not the one who change HIM. I have to accept the fact he is not ME,he cannot be ME.i must forget about it about changing him and i must let him be HIM.
perhaps this gives freedom to him. i must try to listen to him more. NOW i realize so many mistakes i have done after the incident on last Friday...
i will let u "GO"...
I'M SORRY...

A CRUSHED DREAM

2008-11-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

.....YESTERDAY(05/11/2008)
wasted wasted wasted wasted.....
confirmed that HONG KONG trip is canceled... in fact this dream is a very good opportunity to shine the band's name and the school and maybe Mr.Phoon.
i missed a chance to create a HISTORY in SMI
TOO bad....
leading the band real tough.... i was HOPING that this DREAM can be a REALITY
i would say i FAILED one of me DREAM in my life....
DREAMS....
many teachers asked me and really hoping i can DO "SOMETHING" for SMI...
NEVERMIND , TOO BAD!!!!!

TODAY(6/11/08)
POSTING a notice that the TRIP is cancel is heart breaking...
I'm posting a CRUSHED dream.... *haiz*
then later....
in the afternoon...
i talked to MR.Khiew. i can see that SIR khiew really wanted to do something for MMB... too bad we're LATE... it was too late...
mr.khiew have very strong words....
he actually awaken me to BE OUTSTANDING
"REACHING OUT FOR The Last the LOST the LEAST"

HECTIC days

2008-11-02T07:14:00.000-08:00

HONG KONG DISNEYLANDWHAT a BIG dream for all the bandsmen... and most importantly it's a VERY big dream for me create HISTORY in St.Michael's HISTORY... ACTUALLY we worked towards this DREAM, an impossible dream to reach ... BUT impossible is nothing right??? well the band needs minimum 40 pax to go for this HONGKONG TRIP...and this is the biggest factor...
NOT many parents can commit themselves simply the COST is to high....

IT'S not easy at all to bring the BAND out FROM MALAYSIA!!! TIME is so limited...
and i have no experience in all this....well, on 3rd NOVEMBER... we will know the final decision of this trip. MOSTLY it depend on parents and i know its not easy to pay to COST....

BEING a BAND LEADER....phewww..... WHO am I!!!! its not easy...
i cant afford TO make any wrong DECISION....
there are always confusion, being a 'middleman' between so many point of view is so difficult to make A DECISION....
decide wrong ....------> '!!!KENA!!!' well NEVERMIND.

Aloysius always say..."nevermind learn from mistakes" somehow this phase makes me feel better ~.~

WELL tomorrow... WE WILL KNOW ..... IS the HONGKONG TRIP STILL ON?!
tomorrow will be the answer!!!

Taking about tomorrow...3rd NOV...
there is a FUNCTION(cikgu Borhan's retirement) and i received this news LAST Friday...
MAN!.. this is so last minute, well i cannot complain... we MUST PERFORM!!!
when time comes... its difficult for us to say "CANNOT"
"nevermind nevermind, it's alright... let's PLAY 'EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT FOR YOU'
it will be easy"

THEN i know i have to start on FRIDAY sectional... LUCKY i have Freddie and FohJoon to help out to teach those juniors on Friday. in the same time, I teach those in GROUP B.
HAVE to real weird and real fierce to teach them...
then later i went home at 6.45pm...
-TIRED-
slept early... THEN... AROUND 1130pm, WK phone me saying that tomorrow morning 'CAN WE GO FOR A FUNERAL FUNCTION!!!!'
wow wow wow late NIGHT have to decide something SO last minute.... what members will think about ME!!!
IN the end, tomorrow we will be going for funeral function...

(1/11/2008)
Early in the morning, have to prepare members for the FUNERAL function, well LUCKILY WK help out to lead the band in this function... the function was HOT n TIRING!
nevermind.... then back to school only have 30 minutes to have lunch.
members complaining, but i said 1pm.
everyone was on TIME. except LEON JOSHUA!!!!
i actually scolded a few members of not treating practice seriously and the TC(me) during practices...
seriousness must be there!!

The PRACTICE ended with a REFLECTION of HARI KOKO...well just learned something from it....

"EVERYTHING I DO I DO IT FOR YOU" is the NEXT!!!
I must complete " IT "

although its HECTIC..... well without all this happening in my LIFE...it wont BE FUN ACTUALLY .....
and i BELIEVE this makes me tougher...
" THIS I BELIEVE"

LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN

2008-10-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

27/10/08(deepavali)
LOST WORLD!----------------> Lets GET LOST!!!
alright its actually a birthday party celebrating SHARIN,ME, and LAIMAY'S BIRTHDAY...
hmm it was FUN...
it was totally different celebrating my "SWEET 16th" birthday with my friends and JUNIORS....
MAYBE it was the presents of GIRLs XD
actually... that affect me only 30% hehe....
what matter MOST is the diversity in a friendship... we have different age ,colour,sex,religion and races... that is WHAT is MALAYSIA all about right....?

this is what i mean by diversity
THIS IS MMB!!!

LEON!!!!

perhaps... i experienced the importance of diversity.... and also to care for others' feeling after this TAMBUN thingy....
we have FUN from 10am-6pm... =)
phew..... GILA LAMA.... in the same time *tired*
THANK GOD for blessing me with joy..... =)

HARI KOKO

2008-10-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

WE can take HARI KOKO as the reflection of the UNITY and efficiency of organizing a function by FORM3 which will take over the next board in 8 months time.I remembered clearly THE past HARI KOKO 2007... which is organized BY my batch...
something to be proud of...
It was my 1st time leading My batch... and with the help of the dedicated bandsmen, the outcome was quite good...

the full organizing team

BANG! BRASS VS WOODWIND =) (STILL fresh in my memory)

MMB promoter...~.~

well, that was 2007.
IN 2008! practically organized by the current FORM3 batch.
WE did something VERY crazy and impossible...
we actually performed ON HARI koko...
maybe because of TIME factor we are NOT 100% prepared for this function.
WE took merely 2days TO finish UP a formation. It was a MODIFIED formation of cadence2006. WE also performed AZTEC FIRE before the formation... BUT somehow we left out 1 VERY important thing....we don't have audience..... WELL...NEVERMIND... i KNOW we still have to perform no matter what.... my instinct tells ME to keep ON GOING,we cannot TURN back and walk off like LOSER... I have no choice....but TO PERFORM....

I miss those applause by OUR OWN MICHAELIAN...its TIME to bring back those MICHAELIAN spirit and the PRIDE back to MMB... the band is trying to get up...and i believe bandsmen would be more spirited.. WE really need the michaelian SUPPORT.....
then the performance ended.... i BELIEVE bandsmen must go through hard time to achieve TRUST in SMI.... REAL tough....
TC:"it was MERELY the 1st step of MMB marching band competition 2009"
must always keep the GOAL in the mind...
i BELIEVE.... the "flame" in members are "BURNING" after the FUNCTION realizing the dream in 2009.

-WITH PRIDE SHALL WE MARCH-

Days After EXAM...

2008-10-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

HEY!!!!! EXAM is over! what else? there are so many stuff for me to do or to settle...
in my life???? and there are more freedom now.
alright first thing first, my final EXAMINATION 08 was so BAD....

well it was too late for me to realize it...
what can i do? never mind.

the NEXT day(18/10/08) after exam i got a wedding function dinner...
actually its attending+performing for a SENIOR in MMB.

we actually have 12people performing in this wedding dinner.... many seniors came back...
we perform some Chinese songs, sentimental songs and even a jazz(pink panther-SAX quartet)
the outcome of the function was not bad and we actually GOT INCOME!!!! COOL LEH???

posing with a trombone-----------------------------> IN the restaurant's TOILET

US in the FUNCTION

thats at night. in the morning i have KHIDMAT MASYARAKAT and BAND PRACTICE(1st practice after EXAM). Morning was quite disorganize, i skip my khidmat masyarakat and it cause me to lose 40% for my sivik paper*who cares man* then band is starting BASIC marching...
JUNIORS.... training on TEMPO

-BEWARE!!! of JUNIORS-
leadership by example ~.~

Alright....the day ended with:
KFC with TOP 4 and SENIORS, example: wiLLIAM

sir WILLIAM ( yaaaaammmmmmmm SENG!!!!!!)

then the NEXT day (19/10/08) a very cool day with my form 2 brass JUNIORS...
basically there are FOHJOON, JOEL,ASHNOR, and ALIFF....
first, we have sectional from 9am-12pm...
it was quite interesting.... suddenly i have a "GAME" for them trying to make them realize the importance of TEAMWORK and ROLE of them on the same "MISSION"

later,we when to McD... LUNCh at McD and it was MY 1st time eating a BIGMAC hah hah hah!
cool leh.... alright later 5 of us GO "takei"!!!!!! fohJOON KAYA oooo!!!!!!
BELANJA ooooooh!!!!! hehe belanja takei....haha *serious sam 2 was NOT bad weyh!*

serios SAM2 got BANG with those rugby fellas...>>>>>>>

suddenly at night.. an IDEA struck my HEAD.... of DOING a formation...for hari KOKO...

(20/10/08)

Back to school.... LUCKILY don't have assembly IF not....
oh ya got 2 more exam to go... SIVIK n PJK -.-
later...
i have a SECTIONAL with afternoon session
train theirs BASIC marching.. there are struggling....
and basically we wanted to get started with formation...
SO, let give it a TRY!!!!
at night, I'm trying so hard to "COPY" a formation.... it was NOT EASY at all!!!

(21/10/08)
"let get it started"
well, REALLY trying on a FORMATION ... trying to make a miracle but finish up a formation in 3 days...with a VERY young team....*CRAZY AR!!!* by the way, i was informed LAST minute that HARI KOKO was on Thursday...GOD! only 2days???
CHEESIN!
NEVER MIND, we still continue on. We took along time to finish up half of the formation with the merciless hot sun... it was NOT easy at all!!!
Later,WE got a BAD new...we can't have night practice.MORE and MORE pressure now...
Then, i decided to have a practice in the evening... while i have to attend DISCO meeting.
Unfortunately at 3.00pm. RAINING!!!
oh man!!!!!!
i can't finish up to formation... what to DO? AZTEC fire?? lets give it a try... then the rain stopped, so we "TRYING" to continue...
BUT ,the sky turn dark again and it started to drizzle again... too bad...
i can't continue on.. i have no more voice to talk... so i dismissed them....
THE DAY was BAD n disappointing ...

(22/10/08)
"WE GO ON"
TODAY you MUST FINISH UP the FULL formation, TC. Today the practice time is 8am=7pm
crazy!!!!
luckily with the member's commitment i able to finish the FORMATION.... at last at last...
WOW!!!!
but there are many problem in the formation mainly the TEMPO of the SOLOS...
its was too difficult to follow up.... and time is running out...
tomorrow is HARI KOKO! how much can we change this to a BETTER show in half day???
we able to perform the whole show at 7.00pm...
LUCKILY no members are SICK.... thank god...
all depends ON tomorrow... HARI KOKO....
...........

BEGINS...

2008-10-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

hey, Hi there ... and welcome to

--------MAN of success VS man of VALUES....---------
in this BLOG mainly is about my journey of life

SUCCESS and VALUES, well this is the things that people aiming for their future...
well in my life this two appear to be a confusion to really "SEE" who am i in FUTURE

"try not to become a man of SUCCESS but rather try to become a man of VALUES"

i don't realize this until i saw a small pocket notebook,in one-of -the-shop.
VALUES are so important in a person's life but.....
haha due to the reality NOW....
not many people really care......
well, i don't know... =)

CALAU( English teacher): remember To add VALUE to your life!

OK.... VALUES???
teenagers nowadays cares about it???
i mean MOST of the teenagers....
including me, i ignore it.
but its never too late if someone START to realize it NOW....
haha
well as we go on life lets see....
what CHANGES my life in future. i never know what is going to happen what is got to happen tomorrow... only can PLAN....right?
...(ehem)

---- to be continue---

that's some 'INTRO' in this blog laaaaa
heah heah heah....
there is so many happening....
sooooooo
merely a new START here.....